My Love and the perfumes…

…yes, the perfume was for him, The Library was for him, yet all this time I “gave” it all to you… even when I had doubts… remember, my love? Because I loved what I felt, what I feel… when I think of him now, I feel “only” immense sorrow and sadness, but I don’t feel him… nothing… I tried to reach out to him but I stopped… I asked Spirits and they showed me an ocean wave… like the one I posted in the ‘Tsunami of Love’, saying that something has reached the peak and then it splashed… this is all they’ve told me… for now…