men’s unhappiness many times is much heavier than women’s unhappiness and it is much more difficult for them to dissolve its heaviness. I quote again The Philosopher because you keep bringing up the “exaltation in negativity” which is his trait: “…man is an unhappy…., abandoned and forced to find his own way in life. Nature has never known anything like him. He suffered a thousandfold more from his so-called freedom than from his imprisonment in natural existence.” I agree with him although it may feel an exaggeration. It is not. So, going back to your unhappiness: I feel that on the top of the “standard” heaviness – due to your unique blend of energies – it holds a complexity which makes it more difficult to dissolve/ attenuate it. Therefore, especially for this reason you shouldn’t allow your mind to aggravate this “colourful” heaviness adding more nuances to the despair. Don’t you think? Infinite Love, Infinite Care, Infinite Annoyance.
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