I felt your call again and came as quickly as I could. Weeks ago when I started to feel your calls, I thought they were my own feelings, but no, because they come out of the blue and disappear suddenly, mine are gradual and persistent, overthought and overanalyzed. It is a surge of pain mixed with happiness and the desire to be with you no matter what. It makes me burst into tears wherever I am, because I see your eyes, the sadness, and the tiredness. Infinite Pain, Infinite Love.