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Rumi (again) says: ‘Sadness brings surrender and a deep desire to be free’ – right, but can it give us what we need to break free? Infinite Love.

I don’t recognize myself, only the Love inside me, I don’t find my place, I don’t fit anywhere, I know everything and I know nothing. I must go now, to continue to pretend that I am, I belong, I know, I do –  all mere lies. I’ll return at 10-11 your time. Infinite Love.

New shell-phone. Infinite Love.

You should try to sleep. I love you.

I woke up at 4 am and I saw the ‘Bright morning’. How did you know, and how do you know now? I woke up feeling the cold energy of the thousands of miles between us and I couldn’t write, I just wanted to hug you. I shouldn’t have been playing with calculating distances yesterday.

One more night without you, and how many more to come…. Another Rumi poem. We’ll ‘talk’ tomorrow. Infinite Love. ‘Al-Uzza, Star of Venus Close your eyes to see and become aware of me,/Perceive me with eyes that see the unseen./Come into the mystery to find me./I am a carefree visitor here for you./’ RUMI

I know you may not be in the mood to talk, but would you consider visiting me? Alternatively, shall we meet halfway? Pangnirtung, Canada marks the midpoint between Los Angeles and Budapest, while Narsaq Kujalleq, Greenland is the midpoint between New York and Budapest. Both are lively, vibrant,  “tropical” destinations. Infinite Laughs, Infinite Love.

Are you currently working? If yes, have you learned the script, or will you improvise? (Don’t get offended, this is a joke.). Infinite Smile, Infinite Love.

With a “coat-on – coat-off” weather…. The city, the streets seem empty without you. Infinitely missing you, Infinite Love.

If you can’t sleep… I am busy at the moment, even though my focus should be solely on you. I’ll be back around 10-11 your time. Infinite Love, Infinite Smile.