DMV

Do you still love me after I have disclosed those terrible degrees? Infinite Love.

Your insecurities, my insecurities. You have my code. Infinite Love.  

Is there another code that I should disclose? What would you like to know?

You know that this is a secret journey. Text first, I have to go out to talk to you. Infinite Love.

I didn’t sleep much last night, I see you didn’t either. I feel suspended at the R1/R2 doorway fearful of stepping into the R1 realm with my happiness. I see ‘The code of your silence’, I saw it yesterday many times; my code….there is one code I can think about, the one which I deleted.

It’s midnight, I should sleep now, but how could I? My heart, my soul, my mind is full of you.

Something that you know already.

I’ve just seen the ‘Toy tractor’. I can’t take it back, I gave it to you. Infinite Smile. We can share the ‘Bright morning’.  Infinite Love. 

Today is my mother’s birthday. She loved perfumes, she always had a little collection of fragrances. When I smell a perfume I see colours and I sense energies which feel like mixed, reminiscent fragments of forgotten dreamworlds and forgotten happiness. Maybe she felt the same, I never asked her.