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I love you.  This is the only thought that came up in my mind this morning.

I am a Gemini, the summer is my season and the summer solstice is the most beautiful day of the year. I asked the Moon and her siblings the spirits to stay close to me this night, they are the only ones I can talk to about you. 

I watched again the latest videos, looked at the photos and saw what I didn’t notice at first – focused on your stunning appearance and the rose au revers: the aquamarine silence, again. You were smiling but your soul was drowned in it.  I hope the exuberance of the three kids – L’Enfant Terrible, The

What lays between the cold “never” and the lukewarm “one day”? Talks with spirits, daydreaming of you and the mundane filled with tasks done with a split mind. Sometimes I feel sad, sometimes happy, sometimes it is hilarious; ‘who put the salt in the fridge? it wasn’t me, it was The Honey Bear.’ If you

I read a French article about the movie, which praises NC for the masterful acting and you too saying that your performance was not less. I saw it in the trailer but I knew it without seeing the movie.  “NC interprète le rôle de façon magistrale et JM en chef de bande n’est pas en

Almost-feelings of your physical closeness keep me awake. Infinite alchemy.

From 2019 to 2023 I’ve pushed aside the show four times – for insignificant reasons – which was very unusual because I have never done this before with a movie or a show which intrigued me. The 4th time I chose randomly an episode to see if I feel again the sensation of strangeness, to

I learned something today. You, most beloved and beautiful of earthlings…I love every cubic inch of your body and soul, and that mind-blowing, sophisticated intelligence of yours (declaration of love by an engineer). Infinite Smile.