DMV

You know that this is a secret journey. Text first, I have to go out to talk to you. Infinite Love.

I didn’t sleep much last night, I see you didn’t either. I feel suspended at the R1/R2 doorway fearful of stepping into the R1 realm with my happiness. I see ‘The code of your silence’, I saw it yesterday many times; my code….there is one code I can think about, the one which I deleted.

It’s midnight, I should sleep now, but how could I? My heart, my soul, my mind is full of you.

Something that you know already.

I’ve just seen the ‘Toy tractor’. I can’t take it back, I gave it to you. Infinite Smile. We can share the ‘Bright morning’.  Infinite Love. 

Today is my mother’s birthday. She loved perfumes, she always had a little collection of fragrances. When I smell a perfume I see colours and I sense energies which feel like mixed, reminiscent fragments of forgotten dreamworlds and forgotten happiness. Maybe she felt the same, I never asked her.

Love insomnia.

If you put the seashell to your ear you will hear the ocean and me whispering ‘Bright morning to the most beloved of earthlings’. Infinite Smile, Infinite Love.

It looks like we ran out of eucalyptus leaves; shall we look for another tree or change diet? Infinite Smile, Infinite Love.  P.S. Forgive me for my jokes, not an excuse but you know they are only makeup – sometimes ruined by tears.