Begging for a bit of happiness…

after experiencing all nuances of pain: the pain of not seeing you, the pain of not hearing your voice, the pain of not being able to touch you, the pain of not knowing if you’re well, the pain of not being able to help you, the pain of your pain, the pain of your sadness, the pain of your anger, the pain of the intermezzo-s, the pain of your silence, the pain of misunderstanding your code, the pain of infinite hoping at the edge of the abyss, the pain of the everydays without you… have I missed anything?  Infinite Love, Infinite Hope.