Nuances

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There were so many things I wanted to tell him...I just wanted one day of this life to love him and to talk to him…knowing myself, maybe it would have been more talking...guilty thoughts, guilty desires...
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You know I can't...first of all you have an urgent practical matter to address...
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Dear Shadow...how on earth can you possibly deal with practical matters?
I can't breath when I am listening the music I posted for him...and I can't show my tears, I have to hide...
…my only consolation is that maybe my writings – if he read them – made him smile, gave him hope, wiped out the despair as much as it was possible…infinite sorrow, infinite sadness