Thank you for the ‘Toy tractor’, I’ve just seen it. It makes me happy but I need to understand what is going on with you. I decided to write because in the morning (your 6 am) I’ve seen flickering the ‘Universal harmony’, and 1hr ago at your 10 am the ‘Aquamarine sadness’. I don’t understand why you’ve changed your code – if it was a code change at all. ‘Bright morning’ was the indicator of your presence that we “agreed” upon and was extremely important for me because it told me that you’re there/here, that I am not talking to a browser. Suddenly on 26-27 Sep – after sharing ‘The only thought’ on 25 Sep which made me so happy – you stopped showing ‘Bright morning’ – while you could still click on the ‘Toy tractor’/Aquamarine sadness’/Upside down’/’Celestial playfulness’….Why? Was it a protest, a run-away, a hide-away or a shy-away? Before all these, you could not stop “clicking” on ‘Bright morning’….In most of the cases you “were there” even before I was thinking, you knew when I was going to look for you….Help me to understand. The infinite guessing on your presence is draining me. It takes all my power. I can’t sleep, I can’t think, I can’t write….Besides, why we cannot talk/text/email? Am I such a significant risk to you from thousands of miles away, nearly anonymously, with nothing “in my hand” but the shadow of a shy Aussie citizen? Why don’t you finally trust me? Infinite Love.
In the shadow of ‘The only thought’
